Journey Filled of Emotions

Things have been moving very fast.
Everything happen for a reason and there is nothing that you can do to stop anything from happening.

I was not happy with what has happened and what is happening with me.
My intuitions which i generally don't believe. But sometimes I had to believe looking at the things happening around me.
I was filled with mixed emotions regarding my trip to Japan on 23rd November 2009.
I was not happy, I didn't want to go to Japan neither I wanted to continue in Bangalore. I wanted to go back to Hyderabad.

24th Nov 2009
My first day at the client Location.
The same day my brother has expired.
Every single person of my family are present. Except ME.
I couldn't take it. I couldn't hold it.
I didn't even had a talk with my brother.
He was the only one for ME. I have loved him more than anyone in the WORLD.
My brother is 25 Years Old. 21/Feb/1984 - 24/Nov/2009
My Brother was suffering from Muscular Dystrophy from past 15 years, a rare genetic disease which has no cure.
He was not well from past 1 month. Neither the doctors could do anything nor there is something that we can do.
I knew it. It was just with in me. killing me. Sleepless nights, I couldn't stop crying. Neither I could say it with my parents. They loved him more than I am.

He never asked for anything. He never told us the pain he is going through. But he has given us everything.We (ME and my Family) are standing here at this position only because of my brother.My father got a job when my brother was born.My father pension got sanctioned just before the day he left us.He might have passed away very early but he has reducued the burden which my parents are going through from past 15 years. I feel relieved and he reamins in our Hearts FOREVER.

2009 is the Year I have lost my brother. 29 has always been unlucky for me.

29 is the day on which I was born.

I will be coming back to INDIA on 22nd December 2009.