we@Disco-Satyam Club

Hi.....

By the title you can guess what is it all about. Yup, It's a DISCO(not the one in Five Point Someone). Expectations were high but thought it wasn't D best, but it was good. We enjoyed a lot even though none of our gang showed up there.

Lot of pretty girls in skirts and most of the boys(as usual) behind them. Well, even I made an attempt to ask someone to dance. She was looking pretty,but even before I approached she moved from there(ESP I guess-:P).

It was raining whole day and the disco was in open air. So, we thought it could even rain in the DISCO-But, unfortunately it didn't happen:P.Well , we have been thinking of something else:P. Our brains are totally corrupted and I don't need to prove that :P.

It started at around 7:15PM and it went on till 9:30 PM. The DJing was good but not up to the mark- Not even 1 Telugu song... After a lot of requests at the end we could do that really MASS beat(Teen maar)...and we have lost all our energy just for that Teen Maar...

I am just adding a few of my colleagues photos-Well I was the one who was taking the pictures. So, you can't find me..

March 3 to till date

MARCH 3

That was the day when I last posted

MARCH 7

Lots of things happened that day. Apart from those lots of things- That day was special as it was my uncle's wedding anniversary. We went out for dinner in the night and it was quite good.

MARCH 14

Exactly 1 month for my bike.

Nothing much special after that till April 18th


APRIL 18

Last day of our training....Lots of memories behind that room...








APRIL 20

Couldn't forget this day. One more accident. 3 on my bike and all came out safely with injuries..

As of now no one knows the reason how it happened. I was in 70 and a huge turn I couldn't control as I was on the edge of the road and lot of sand it all happened in a blink of an eye..
and both of them were on me...


REASON: Something which I was afraid of. I went blank for a second and my hands froze and the moment i could realize- It all happened. I don't know how many of you will believe this (me going blank)- But I don't need to give an explanation for that. It was my mistake to be on a triple.


APRIL 29


What can I say... It's my Birthday.. To some extent I was happy that nothing weird happened that day. In the evening I had dinner along with Rahul and Soundarya(sundu), two of my best friends.


MAY 2


The day we have to report at Harsha Towers-kharkhana...

This is the day when our life changed in a way that I never expected. BORING LIFE



MAY 29

I don't exactly remember what happened that day...But I am sure something happened or my be I heard something which I never wanted to...


JUNE 7


The day I have ordered the 7th series of Harry Potter. Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows.


JULY 2

Exactly 2 months that we were on bench..


and

Its Exactly 50 years since the legendary first meeting of Paul McCartney and John Lennon. Well for all those to make it a little brief- It's the birth of "THE BEATLES"



I am feeling sleepy now... I will write about "The Beatles" in the next post...

Very Bad On My Part....

Well, as you can see the date of my last post(March 3). From that you can say how regular I am at updating my blog.

It's not that I don't have any kind of info to put it in my blog. There is lot more to write but, the thing is I have become lazy.

But you see when people ask me why I am not updating,that makes me feel baad on my part....


So, as of now I gonna start update my blog with a brief of info of what happened these days....

But not now-as I said I have become lazy.:P

I thought of starting it again the last night(JULY 2). But it was my bad luck that the net was down.

JULY 2
- It's exactly 2 months from now that we were on bench. Lot's of things happened in these 4 months..It's been thrilling for all of you to know that 5 months have been passed in my new job. But, it's very sad to know that no work has been assigned yet. I am getting bugged up by sitting idle doing nothing from past 2 months (reasons could be many-why I haven't done anything). Still I hope that I get in to project as soon as possible...

A brief info fo what all happened - I will get back to all those in my next post..

Felicity-IIIT

After a great day at Satyam on 24th,I was very eager to go to IIIT-Hyderabd for Felicity 2007. I was invited by Rahul and Ravi Tej. When I was coming back from office, I got a call that my mom was here and I went to see my mom and after spending 1 hr with my mom I dropped her in the bus stop. Well the conversation with my mom was something which I though of doing it long back. I tried a lot to convince my mom about the girl with whom I am in love. But she didn't agree. The reasons are many....

Reasons which meant to be valid but I couldn't think myself without her. May be at some point of time I do get a feeling that may be she is not the one that I wanted based on her actions. The situation went to an extent where I have seen tears in my mom eyes. I don't want to see that state of my mom or that situation again. I said that "I need some time to get out of all these...". I haven't even said her that I love her. I have known her from so long but still this was what I expected long back. Lot of things happening in their family which I have been seeing and my whole family knows them better.

It takes some time to get away from all those things but as it is said "First love is too difficult to forget". "First experience...but still every experience is a new experience." Finally reached IIIT-H around 8:00 PM. As soon as I reached IIIT, I got a call from sundu that she along with her sister(Jabili) were also coming. So, We went to pick them and came back. The day was fun. Rahul showed us the the IIIT. At around 9:15 or so, It's our duty to drop them. Its was great. A great ride. sundu was on my bike. The first girl :P to sit on my new bike.

On the same day, we had a rock show. WoW...It's awesome ....its great..I mean the first rock show that I ever attended. We enjoyed a lot. it was till 1:30 ..we went back to the rooms slept well...a very good sleep and I doesn't have to wake up at 4:00 again in the morning....

25th February- last day of Felicity....
The last day of Felicity was great.. There was dance competition going on. The show started at 5:30 PM. We just roamed around ...There was a workshop by IBM at around 11:00 Am. Went there but finally realized that he is trying to show off.. I slept around 2 hours. Rahul wasn't with us. He had a submission to be done for the conference that was on Feb 28th. So, Never had an idea of disturbing him. Then we had our lunch. Rahul was there with us. We went back to the rooms and watch a movie called Hostel- A kind of Psychic movie. Well Don't want to describe waht is the story about. But in a brief- A htel where guys used to come to stay and you find a lot of girls around there in Hostel, and imgaine things what could be going on over there. Every male who had a sex with a girl or get infatuated by a girl would be finally taken to a place where he will be tortured in a way which is unbeareable to watch. A kind of torture to an extreme....I guess its the first time that I have even seen having *** and being *****.....Its horrible ..I don't know why??? But that's what I felt ..******** all those who made this movie !@#$#%$$%%$%$ all those who acted in the movie...

After that, I went to Rahul lab. He was there working on his laptop listening to Qawalis.
good to see him. He was actually explaining his research paper that he has written. The concept was something which never heard before. I hope and wish him that his paper would get published.

We enjoyed a lot on the last day...Teasing every participant...lot of fun..and at the end we had disco.. Wow..its awesome enjoyed and danced like anything...was looking for a partner..but nobody was ready:(. One foreign couple-OMG- Its like they have reached the extreme and everybody were looking at them. the way he was actually ...no no doesn't want to describe.

Had a great day...

The main reason why I was there: I have been missing friends and got time and a way where I could meet them. And most importantly, missing Rahul a lot. THe things that we used to do in college(Engineering). The kind of passion that he had about anything. The only thing that makes him moving is only his passion. And he is ready to give up anything for that so called passion. The statement that he made "a Passion for passion" (true at every point of time in his life). I have never seen him reading consistently for an hour. But the kind of passion he had, 2 days of my stay at IIIT, I have seen how passionate he was at his work and I am very happy about that...

Hey Raul, You have always made my days better and your presence made me forget everything. I wanted your passion to be there glowing forever.

Why???

SOME QUESTIONS DON'T HAVE ANSWERS BUT STILL WE TRY TO FIND....


Yes....Some Questions don't have answers..But still we try to think about them and try to find a way to get answers, but what are we going to get from that... some more questions...some more kind of questions....and some more questions....all those questions which have one word in common "why??? " ..which itself doesn't have an answer...
you would have asked at some point of time in your life...

"why does it happened to me?"...The answer is simple because it has to...It's not that nothing happens to you and every other person around you has faced something..(what is this something???)....

you may not have asked yourself these kind of questions when you are around 10 years of age...so when does it actually start...who know?? Not even I.... I started asking these kind of questions when I was 16.... .16???

"O My God!!! What kind of problems do you have at that age which made you to think about these kind of question?" Well it doesn't depends on age....It depends on the maturity level to think ahead of what you have been through...

For Example, "you are 7 or 8 years old. Till that time you were the only one in your family and everyone used to love you a lot...and then comes a small brother in your family and everyone starts shifting their love to that baby. Now what's goes in your mind? What will be the state of mind of that 7 years old boy??And what does he do in order to get back everything that he used to possess?

There could be many instances in your life that you have seen at a very young age which have a strong impact on you and that makes you to grow a bit differently than the other people. Now, We can't just go and force them to say what they have been through and why are they in this state...? Can We....???
Really, Can We really make them speak ??? Can We?? The only thing I can say is "YES, You can...but not the way u used to behave with other people..but in a way that they don't get hurt and enjoy your company.....where he not only believes you but starts believing himself.

Now...you meet a lot of people around you who looks as if the whole world is on their shoulders and they are moving around with a lot of problems in thier pockets...and you get a way to meet one of those kind of people and how would your way of meeting goes on....

"Hello, I am.....How are you?
" I don't know How I am? Ask my heart...? "
"If your heart can answer..why would I answer you?...But do we say this on his face...No Way.." But we can ask him in a way that make him feel much better atlest for that instance of time he enjoys your company...and you don't need to force him to say about what he has been through... One day you will come to know about it... Then may be a Question starts of in your mind..
" Why does something like this happens to such a good person like him? "
"Why god has been so injustice to him? "

The kind of answer that came to my mind when I asked myself... " Its because god wanted him to help others who happens to be in the same state...and make them come out of it... because: When you learn from experiences...you learn in a much better way"

There are a quite different kind of people in this world who has been facing different kind of problems. Everyone has to find a way to find a away to overcome someday or the other rather than waiting for the problems to overcome you..and you start hating yourself and blaming god for not giving what you wanted and made you to go through this kind of Situation.... Now one(I think a few more) more question comes over her...
"Do we really have to blame GOD?"
"Do I have to blame myself for not overcoming this?"

or "Do I have to blame someone who is actually responsible for this..some person who has put you in this state...?"
What would be the answer...?? The answer again is a question which don't really have a right answer but still we try to answer(It depends on your mental state and your physical condition)..."Do we really have to blame??". "Why should we blame?" "Who gave us the right to hurt someone?" If you go on thinking like this you will find a large number of questions which doesn't lead to answers but to more questions...

There are again few other people who can't just handle this and try to end up their life just for one simple reason and one simple answer "I can't handle this anymore..." Again a few Questions....

"If you can't handle...what are we here for?"
"You should have told us and we would have helped you and find a way..." Now "do we have to wait for him to say or do we have to ask him what he has been through?"
"This thought comes in our mind only after something weird happens and a state where the extreme meets the ultimate"

Now...Believe me after all this kind of things happened and you go back home, sit and starts questioning.."Why GOD has been so harsh at him? " Now..
"Is he the only person who has been through that situation?" There are people who are experiencing much more than that and still able to stand and move ahead....

"Lot of Experiences...and lot of thinking...lots of learning....doesn't end up here....Because Every end give rise to a new Beginning...A Beginning which has an end but everything is revolving around circles as someone said.." True love may be in corners....But I am revolving around circles"..."

"Believe me...this is not the end...and believe me that this is not the end of yours..You could have given up everything...But their is someone who is holding everything of yours to give you back every single moment of happiness which you may not have imagined...And believe me I could be the first person to hold everything of yours..."
After writing all this kind of stuff....I am still left with a lot to write but...the point I am going to make here is these are all the kind of experiences that I have been through and the kind of company in which I was and used to be...


They just made me to learn a very good lesson..."no matter who you are...what is on your head that is wetting your toes....you still have to believe and keep faith in you...."

Because "GOD cannot be everywhere ...that's why he made a relationship called friendship...Do you know why it is called friendship....? Life is like an ocean where a friend is a ship who makes you reach your destination...even though he sinks...a part of him will be floating just to keep you alive and it means a simple message....."NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS....THE SHOW MUST GO ON...AND ITS IN YOUR HANDS HOW YOU MAKE THE SHOW MORE ENJOYABLE.."

Many more experiences...many more years to go ...and if you think this is the end....then it is the end of yours....I will just conclude it with one big statement of mine(the whole post is mine...:P)...

Does this means you need to stop questioning as you don't find any answers...?

"No....You have to question.....Stop questioning others and start questioning yourself what would you do when you are in such a situation...and start to find a way to resolve it....because there is lot of difference between solve and resolve...."

"YOU CAN'T SAY TO EVERYONE WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN THROUGH AND WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH....

YOU CAN JUST NAME A FEW WHO CAN SIT BY YOUR SID HOLDING EVERY DROP OF TEARS JUST TO MAKE YOU REALIZE HOW PRECIOUS THEY ARE ...............AND SOMETIMES THOSE TEARS MAY NOT BE YOURS..."

THIS IS NOT THE END....BUT NOT TO ADD SOME PERSONAL EXPERIENCES....
BUT STILL I DEDICATE THIS POST TO ALL THOSE WHO HAS BEEN WITH ME NOT JUST HOLDING EVERY DROP OF TEARS BUT THEY MADE ME HOW PRECIOUS THEY ARE EVEN BEFORE THEY DROP......

AS I SAID EVERY END LEADS TO A NEW BEGINNING. AND EVERY BEGINNING HAS TO END...SOME DAY OR THE OTHER EVEN YOU ARE GOING TO DIE....

Memories.....

MEMORIES......

We all do have a lot of memories which we try to remember in every walk of our life. When we go to a particular place which you have already visited with your friends and had a lot of fun, you remember that ...we all came here before and start talking about it..right..

10 years of school life,2 years of +2,4 years of graduation..after all these 16 years of our education life,what did we achieve. Those all who have been beside us tapping our back,cracking jokes,being with us forever,enjoying life at fullest but still some day we depart. You don't feel that you are lost or depressed when you are along with your friends. When they are with you, you don't feel how important and precious they are. But, when you are awya from them, you miss them a lot,I have been through all that.

I am a kind of a person who look for friends whom you can live with. I don't know why?Everyone have a lot of friends. But only a few of them are so special that you try to be close to them and share all your feelings. I met a lot of friends in my whole 16 years of education. But there are only a few who have been so close to my heart,so close that I have shared all my feelings(both good and bad times that have been gone through).

10 years of my school education.I have changed around 3 schools,I guess and I had a lot of friends but very few who are so close which I can count on my fingers. NITHIN and KALYAN are the two best friends I had when I studied in Mamta High School, Secunderabad from IV class to VI class. We always used to sit together and used to had a lot of fun. Every Sunday I used to had my lunch at Nithin's house and he used to force me to eat Egg. I had no other option, I had to. Then I had to leave that school. At that age, I don't know what it means to depart from a friend. I met him again when I cam back to city after I completed my 10th class. After that I never felt that I have to move away from him again. Next time when I met him, It was after 6 years. Its on Jan 9, 2007 when I met him. And he still remembers that he used to force me to eat egg. I told him that I stopped eating egg but he didn't listen, he forced me again which made me remember of those days where we used to fight like this before. I never forget that day and will never forget .

When I completed my 6th, My father got transfered and we had to leave to Nagarkurnool(A small town in Mahaboobnagar District). I completed my later education there in Sharada High School. My first day was totally different. Everyone started asking about me. Because, I am the only new student over there. The rest of them have been there from past 5 years. I was too shy to mingle with them. I was very studious in my school days. But later on, I started to be close to them. Kiran,Vamshi,Sankeerth,Praveen,Sharma, Raghavendra,Shailendra,Pavan. Its like a cricket team. We were only 19 students in the class and we were the first batch to leave the school. There were only 4 girls in our class. Only 2 friends who have been close to me. Sharma and Swathi. I had a very serious encounter with Swathi which I never forget. And Sharma, The only one person who has been so close to me. One who used to share all his feelings. Never forget to have a friend like him and ready to do anything for him.

Swathi,Shilpa,Shlamite and Lakshmi are the only four girls in our class. And the only reason why they used to come to me is because of my notes. I always keep them updated. Swathi and Shilpa are sisters. Shilpa always used to come to my house for my notes. Thye were a bit close even to my mother. Whenever Shilpa comes, My mom used to say "yenti notes kaavaalaa???" :P. Swathi was the only girl who used to score and used to give us a bit of competition but we never allowed her to be on the top because of the competition among ourselves. One day I had a very serious encounter with Swathi. We had an exam and we have noted down all the questions and we were shifting places because we were not allowed to sit together. I didn't write one question and was asking one of my friend(Praveen ) about it. She came towards me and hit me on my head and said "yenti...copying gaa...intlo chadivi raavachhu kadaa"..I felt very angry and hit her on her head and said" ninnu adagaledhu kadaa".. After that never had a chance to meet her again but I met Shilpa , 1 year back. And now looking for a way to meet them again.

THIS IS THE WHOLE OF MY SCHOOL LIFE>>>
LOT MORE AHEAD TO WRITE ABOUT MY 10+2 AND ENGINEERING..BUT WRITE NOW NO TIME>>>

First Week At Satyam

FIRST WEEK AT SATYAM...

My first week at satyam was pretty good. To be more precise, Its Awesome. We joined on 29th January. We were taken to the convention center and we had an induction over there. It was from 8:30 to 7:00. A few videos of some of the prominent persons in satyam. Enjoyed the day a lot.Lots of friends, lots of activities and lots of jokes and We occupied last seats.

On Tuesday we had to come in formal with a tie and girls were asked to come in Saree or western formals. Girls look good in sarees:D. Few of them are too good with long hair. Next day we had an exam. The exam was on Data Structures & Algorithms, Operating System concepts and Database concepts. I got 63%. :D.

Training started from Wednesday. Data Structures & Algorithms by RaghuRaj was too good. The way he cracked jokes and get back to the concept . I volunteered to write on board so I was not given a chance to answer:(. We had a lot of fun in class. Cracking jokes, answering questions, asking questions, making fun of friends sitting beside me. Enjoyed a lot. BigB Rajan,Mahathi,Priyanka,Rajesh and Pradeep. We all sit together. Don't ask about the jokes...:D....

That's all for now.... Next week ahead may be there will be an exam on Monday...

A few of my compilations..

These are a few of my compilations both in telugu and hindi. I know that I am not a good poet but these are somethings which are actually came from my heart.

1. This one is for my loved one..

zindagi ke is lambey dor main..
ham chale akeley..tum chaley akeley..
naa rahey koi saath har dam....
kyon na milkey chale saath saath hum.


2.

manzil pe likh diya hai maine thera naam...
sab kuch jaan kar bhi kyon ho thum gumnaam..

khol diya hai maine there vaasthey..
apne dil ke saarey raasthey..

hasthey hasthey aathi ho,.sab ko hasaakar..
mujhey chodkar kyon chale jaathi ho..

3. This one is actually written by someone in a forum

palkon ke kinarey jo hamney bigoye hi nahi.
vo sonchthey hai ki ham roye hi nahi..

vo poochthey hai ki rooj khwabon main kisey dekthey ho..
ham hai ek umr bhar soye hi nahi..

4. I had a very good friend in Intermediate. He was in love with a girl but shel loves his friend. When he said about this, the only words that came out of my mouth ..

aasuon se pathaa chalthaa hai..
dard kitnaa seene main hothaa hai..

na guzarthi hai raath..na guzarthi hai din..
bas uskey yaad main dil dil thadapthaa hai..

jab bhi wo yaad aathi hai ..tho khwabon main kho jaatha hai..
kya bathawoon main..wo kitnaa pyaar karthaa hai ussey..

magar kuch naa kehpaathaa usey..
majboori thi uski..karthi hai wo pyaar uskey dosth se..

kurbaan ki apni pyaar ko dosth ke nathi...
laut chalaa apni manzil ki aur apney thakdeer ke saath..

ab bhi naa bhool paatha hai use...
sachhey pyaar hothi hai dil se..

5.This is the one I have written very recently..

baitey they ham us dariyaa main..

jahaan kushi ke phool kilthey hai..
pyaar ke bhavrey mandraathey hai..


vahaan, jahaan na ho gham ka ehsaas..
zindagi ke har pal dikhey dil ke itne paas...

Now here goes a few of my compilations in Telugu...
This section is entirely dedicated to Laxman... He write pretty good. And he is very good at it. The very first one that I heard from him is..

1.

kanulalo daagi vunna nee roopam..
edutaku vasthey yentho apuroopam..

Here goes my collection...

2.

kanulalo kanupapayi.
gala galaa pareti selayeti vayi

kanula eduta kanipinchavaa..
kala kaalam kalayi migilipothaava..

3.This one is actually a funny one..Everytime I think to start doing something..this is what happens...and this one comes to my mind right at that time and I couldn't stop laughing and that relax me a bit and make me to start it over again..

andamaina ee lokam lo anda raanidi emundi
andi andi andakundaa andalekki koorchundi

4.

karuguthunna machulo..
jeevithapu chivari anchulo..

gurthuku vacheydi prathi kshanam..
marapuraanidi yeppatiki mana ee sneham..

5.

kanti nindaa kanneellu karuvayi..
gundey nindaa aashalu baruvayi..

santhoshame adrusyamyi..
baadalanni prathyakshamayi

prathi kshanam neekai dyaanisthu..
manasanthaa ninney nimpukoni vunnaa..

O priyathamaa..
ikanayina telupavaa nee chirunaama..

6. This is what I felt 6 months back.. I was totally down.. I thought I am not going to make it anything..Every part of my life has been a hurdle and I have been trying so hard..so hard as if my legs have been tied up.. Only one person with whom I shared everything..The one who brought lot of confidence in me..Who has been with me in good and bad times...Sundu..Thanks for all that and you know I have written this for you... This one is only for you..

jeevitham aney saagaram lo
jeevanam aney prayaanam lo

oka chinna cheypanayi(fish) thiruguthunna..

kashtaalu aney valalo chikkukoni..
kanneellu dorakka neekayi vethukuthunnaa..

7.

gamyam erugani gamanaaniki saagenu ee prayaanam..
gaganaaniki egasi aakaasaanni thatti..

mabbulani gundelaku hathukogalavaa
merisey aa tharanu ara chethilo pattukogalavaa